Heading on out

Today i am going to Roswell, New Mexico for my grandma's funeral. It'll be heartbreaking but everyone will have family with them so we'll make it through.
I'm at my brothers house still and when my brother gets bck from doing a few errands we'll be out and on our way, driving for about 8 hours. Lord have mercy; its going to be a looooong drive. Back to the funeral part of this weekend, there is going to be a lot of people going to this besides family. Meemaw(my grandma) was a loved woman in her city and very respected. Everyone knew her and she knew everyone. So this funeral won't be just a one hit wonder it'll be huge with lots of people. I might of said this already in my previous blog post but my dad left yesterday to Roswell. He my uncle and my mom went to go see Meemaw in the Funeral Home. I'm trying to decide if im strong enough to face her for the last time. I know it will be hard but maybe it will be worth it. But till then i will just have to ponder on it some more. Last night my brother and his girlfriends' friends came over; Ben, Ashlin, & Vinny and we played mario kart on the Wii; it was fun and the bombn8r was making it rain lawl; ok well i need to go straighten my hair b4 Liz gets out of the shower--
lattta;)

brothers house

im @ my brothers house and im just chilling my last post was kind of depressing
but anyway right now im watching rob and big and big is learning a new routine on how to be a male stripper again...AGAIN.... ew. The show is really hilarous, but i don't really feel like typing a whole lot so Hm im going to show anyone who is reading this some pictures i find off TinyPic. Oh and btw im going to make a Youtube account and make videos and post them on here so i don't have to work my fingers to death ;)


well &+ this is just random

Never forgotten

5.1.08; Dear beloved,

I will never forget your soft hugs and your welcoming smile. I will never forget how much you cared and how fun you were. You were more than just a grandmother you were my bestfriend. You meant everything to me and more. You will never be forgot, I will always cherish all the moments we had and all the laughter that was made. There was a peice in my heart that was yours and it will always be there beating for you and grandy. When i pass i hope to see your heartfilled smile waiting for me with your open arms. You taught me how to be how i am, and i thank you. As hard as it is to say goodbye, when i get to say hello again it'll be worth it all. I will keep our memories close to my heart and i hope they will be with you too. Keep a spot in heaven for me as i wait anxious to see you again. You are in a better place now and i envy you. I will love you endlessly.

Not nearly a goodbye,
Clarissa
xoxo